Aislyn is throwing up and it is brown. I called the on-call doctor from the pediatrician and he just said, "Well, watch her overnight and call her regular doctor in the morning. I can't imagine why it would be brown, though." WHAT THE FUCK?! Excuse me? Yeah, thanks for your concern, asshole. Then THEN he hung up on me! I don't know what to do! Everything I've read online (yes, I know.. some people should not have access to the internet!) says that if a 100% breastfed baby under 6 months has brown or green vomit then you should call their doctor immediately. I haven't read even ONE thing that was reassuring. She seems okay at the moment but I'm scared to even let her out of my sight for a second. I would die - literally DIE - if anything happened to her. I woke Kent up and I'm so upset because all he said was, "If it happens again THEN wake me up" and he went back to sleep. I feel so crappy and ALONE right now. And I'm kind of scared. I mean, maybe I'm over-reacting (as I am wont to do) but really. My kids are my life and dammit. I'm her mother and I need to keep her safe and what if there's something wrong and I take her in too late and they say, "You should have brought her in sooner"? UGH.
11:53 pm - 03 April 2007
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