Tomorrow is Saturday and my mother is going to a friend's camp for the weekend. So that means I can (do what I do best and) avoid the whole "I'm not going over there anymore for awhile" talk for another 2 weeks. You can't even imagine the relief I felt when she said that she was busy the next two weekends. Honestly, I was so happy. Maybe by the time 2 weeks go by I will have cooled off. I was talking with Kent and he thinks if we go just once a month it would probably be better. I don't know. Maybe if she didn't see us so often she wouldn't take her only two grandchildren for granted. ALL my kids' grandparents seem to do that. It upsets me, for them. They buy them all these gifts and somehow they think that makes up for the other stuff. It doesn't.
Anyway! Ever since I decided not to go there (very often) anymore, it's as though a weight has been lifted. Honestly. Kent has told his parents that we won't be going up to visit them for awhile either. So I feel FREE for the first time in ages. I have NO obligations to anyone but myself, my husband and my kids. It is the best feeling ever. Well there are one or two better. *wink wink* Haha. Not that I'd know anything about that. Sigh.
I watched Brokeback Mountain tonight. It's so sad. It made me feel a bunch of other emotions too. It was a beautiful movie. I know, I know. Everyone else has seen it already. Oh well. :)
Now I'm watching Napoleon Dynamite. I know that a lot of people think it's stupid. And it is. But I laugh so darn hard every time I see it. Especially that part where the guy runs over the tupperware thing. Tee hee.
Aislyn's sleeping c.r.a.p.p.y. again tonight but for some reason I don't mind. What will be, will be. If I'd stop fighting the flow so much, my life would be much more enjoyable. I hate that I'm such a control freak.
I was going to post photos but I'm too lazy to upload any at the moment. So oh well, haha. Maybe tomorrow. Although I should never say 'tomorrow' because whenever I do say that, I don't do it. Meh.
Okay, my baby girl is up again. I must go! :)
10:33 pm - 13 July 2007
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