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So I have that quiz about me (which has been posted on myspace for awhile) and I was just looking at the scores that people had (I'm "me ." - I took it to make sure that I had set it up correctly). It's sad, I think, that the highest scores belong to my journal people. Good, in a way, but sad. Because I have known Jessika, Jessica H and Kerri pertty much my entire life (since first grade or before). And I don't know. I wish my "real life" people could know the real me. I wish I knew for sure who the real me was!
I survived Riley's second night away from home. It was not that fun. Aislyn was teething and cranky and up half the night. I get anxious when I start to add up (in my head) all the stuff that I am so behind on. The house is getting to be a mess which is.. NOT ME. It's not dirty - just cluttery. We have so. much. stuff. I just don't know what to do with it all! Where we live is just too small. But I don't want to move. We have lived here for over 3 years now. So much has happened here. I was hoping that we wouldn't have to move until we could afford a house. But I don't think we'll make it that long!
My camera is dying. Kodak cameras have one negative aspect, I have noticed. If they get used a lot (and mine always get used every day), the switch inside starts to get super loose. Which results in the camera doing things you do not want it to do (such as moving from video mode to your favorite folder, or turning on/off just from being picked up). Then yesterday I turned it on and the screen went black (NO I didn't hit the 'i' button by mistake - I checked all that). I thought it was DEAD and I seriously almost start to cry. Kent is just not budging on this. He keeps saying "You don't NEED a new camera." But he doesn't understand! I do! I do not ask for much. We got rid of my car to save money and I didn't bitch about it. To him anyway and now I'm stuck at home pretty much all the time - unless one of us has a doctor's appointment. Anyway - I digress!
It's just. I take photos every day. If my camera just stopped working I would be so incredibly upset - I mean, sobbing, throwing things upset! We have our old HP but that camera sucks. It has a huuuge delay and the photos come out blurry and/or dark unless you're in bright sunlight. Anyway. I'd be upset. And he's not listening!
I rarely spend money on anything unnecessary. Really. I never buy myself clothes or shoes and we never go out to dinner. And I'm not asking for something ridiculous (I don't think). And while $250 or so IS a lot of money (to us, anyway) - I think it's worth it. I have taken almost 70,000 photos in the past two years.
I know that people have more pressing issues, I do. I'm just being whiny because if HE wanted to buy something I don't get a veto. I really think the worst part about being married is having to ask "permission" whenever I want something. It's crazy. I know I don't work (bring in money, anyway) so I feel guilty bringing it up. But then when he just says NO, I get so mad! It's my money too! He STILL hasn't even put me on "our" checking account. GAH. I won't even get into all that. Anyway. Here's a photo of Riley, since I posted an Aislyn photo the last time.
11:47 pm - 03 June 2007
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